She operated in shades of beige.
Emaciated or emancipated?
Too nothing to eat, sleep or read.
But there is always time for tea –
Even the nothingness of phones, telly, apps and instance is not quite nothing enough.
Downstairs? Wash face? Clean? Choose?
No thank you, too much.
I know she wants you to.
Give her no choice and an easy one.
Fear or hedonism?
She craves control but no choice please.
Sick of competition, ambition and colour.
How can you think under the fluorescence?
Violent, aggressive and invasive fluorescence.
Privacy is a remnant of the past,
To be observed and pondered in the
– great – British museum.
Or maybe in bed when
The deepest desire is to be alone to cast
Off responsibility and just exist without
Consequence only for a moment
Overstimulated and in danger
6:35 beeps and chirps the morning into
Maybe another list?